Today drink when home at 6am plus sleep, wake up, work at 2 to 10pm, pei kitt too hongang then take bus home alone and at that point of time have alot of thinking. I feel like having a tatoo like cause I need something to pei me alway and will not leave me till I die. I feel like cutting myself this days it like there's is something in my heart there the feeling like you put something sweet in your mouth and you cannot bite it for the hold day the feeling really sucks the only way is too open your mouth and take it out. Happy on the outside emo on the inside