I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus]
I won't faint the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can

But sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never want to say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus]

You hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now, hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now

[Chorus repeat: x3]

Sometime when times or feeling go down you will feel like you needed to eat more but don't matter how much you eat you will not feel full I will say what you need is not food to full the inside is "LOVE" that you needed to fill it up:)  

:) sleep, wake up at 11.45 when to work at 1 to 10pm today me and kitt work 9 hours although it may sound long but too me I feel nothing after work not tired at all I think my body is use too work le ba and today got double paid ya so happy I think today I earn $108 ba:) Happy national day too all ppl looking:) and also happy scary 7 month ghost month>.< (Wo de xin tai ruan)  handsome sleep now bleh=.=

Today drink when home at 6am plus sleep, wake up, work at 2 to 10pm, pei kitt too hongang then take bus home alone and at that point of time have alot of thinking. I feel like having a tatoo like cause I need something to pei me alway and will not leave me till I die. I feel like cutting myself this days it like there's is something in my heart there the feeling like you put something sweet in your mouth and you cannot bite it for the hold day the feeling really sucks the only way is too open your mouth and take it out. Happy on the outside emo on the inside

I ask you everyone of you a question k. What if in this two years one day I am dead of a illness what will you do how will you feel. This days I am feeling very only inside myself whatever I do or wanna do I or I did or doing it I just don feel like that's nothing in it no power no love I don know why I aim/dream so high and cannot do it or maybe just dead half way why am I working so hard for what, what's the use.

Many months and many days the time is passing by nothing in this world could be as nice as you and I and how could we break just like this how could I be wrong so many months and so many day and I still sing my song now I run to you like I always do when I close my eye I think of you such a lonely boy such a lonely world when I close my eye I dream of you.. many months and many days now just look at meeee.

If today was your last day and tml was to late you say goodbye to ytd. I love the busyness in my life if I am not sick I love to rush cause I hate too waste time. This is me ya love me or hate me that a question if you love me then fuck you if hate me then fuck youu ask me about that.