Have did a lot of things this few day tired tired tired but like the things i do having a lot of fun learn a lot of things too whether is bad or good how i wish there can be more time in a day and human can don sleep.

Actually I think alot this days when we are together if we are to slow/sits down and think/talk again will you do that to me:/ 98852604 

Hais onces after my long mc... Ppl join happy lemon ppl quit happy lemon what a sad thing too see ppl quit or go is like you always joke with them teach them and now there are gone but I have too get use too it la:) When to work today yes is tiring but see-ing ppl there are still so energetic also make myself wanna work.... It's easy too remember something but it is hard too forget it's like there's no delete button in your brain right....

Days.... To love....

:) hiee.... Long time me no blog le ba actually I got alot to say but just don know how to start:)( I am a lazy boy )  just let me start ba the days ba school, hoildays, work, play, drink, hospital, rest....... Maybe that what life about ba.... Mm but I just find everything boring to me or maybe I just think I have burn my heart ba.... Mm actually somebody told me I am just missing the love of touch and wanted me to find someone too love and adding on " get a life " stay happy alright... But is hard too tell someone you love her/him... Or I am just scared too hurt the special someone again without notice;) hais who will really think after one who break up ("The length of a relationship doesnt matter. The happiness of being together with someone u loved is always far greater than the hurt it brings after.") 

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus]
I won't faint the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can

But sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never want to say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus]

You hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now, hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now

[Chorus repeat: x3]

Sometime when times or feeling go down you will feel like you needed to eat more but don't matter how much you eat you will not feel full I will say what you need is not food to full the inside is "LOVE" that you needed to fill it up:)  

:) sleep, wake up at 11.45 when to work at 1 to 10pm today me and kitt work 9 hours although it may sound long but too me I feel nothing after work not tired at all I think my body is use too work le ba and today got double paid ya so happy I think today I earn $108 ba:) Happy national day too all ppl looking:) and also happy scary 7 month ghost month>.< (Wo de xin tai ruan)  handsome sleep now bleh=.=

Today drink when home at 6am plus sleep, wake up, work at 2 to 10pm, pei kitt too hongang then take bus home alone and at that point of time have alot of thinking. I feel like having a tatoo like cause I need something to pei me alway and will not leave me till I die. I feel like cutting myself this days it like there's is something in my heart there the feeling like you put something sweet in your mouth and you cannot bite it for the hold day the feeling really sucks the only way is too open your mouth and take it out. Happy on the outside emo on the inside

I ask you everyone of you a question k. What if in this two years one day I am dead of a illness what will you do how will you feel. This days I am feeling very only inside myself whatever I do or wanna do I or I did or doing it I just don feel like that's nothing in it no power no love I don know why I aim/dream so high and cannot do it or maybe just dead half way why am I working so hard for what, what's the use.

Many months and many days the time is passing by nothing in this world could be as nice as you and I and how could we break just like this how could I be wrong so many months and so many day and I still sing my song now I run to you like I always do when I close my eye I think of you such a lonely boy such a lonely world when I close my eye I dream of you.. many months and many days now just look at meeee.

If today was your last day and tml was to late you say goodbye to ytd. I love the busyness in my life if I am not sick I love to rush cause I hate too waste time. This is me ya love me or hate me that a question if you love me then fuck you if hate me then fuck youu ask me about that.

Just now was late for work I think more then 30min ba when in and boss didn't say anything so just work work work today boss is so good that he treat us eat dinner me, zhi li, zhi zhang. Thanks boss thanks boss thanks boss. I notice that zhi li is very sensitive to all my bad word today as was making a drink and I say " fuck it ". And she look and ask me what I say just now and after she like don want too me for a moment I was thinking I was just "fuck it" cause I was lazy too take another cover. Need too be over what I say de ma ok let's just think it a pms ba:)

bad nose day

Today will just put a song as it sound nices too me hope you enjoy:)

Linkin Park - breaking the habit

Memories comsume like opening the wounds I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless i try to start again I don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why i have to scream I don't know why i instigate And say what i don't mean I don't know how i got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more than any time before I have no options left again I don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'cause inside i realize that i'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why i have to scream I don't know why i insigate And say what i don't mean I don't know how i got this way I'LL never be alright So i am breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'LL paint it on the walls 'cause I'm the one at fault I'never fight again And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why i have to scream But now i have some clarity to show you what i mean I don't know how i got this way I'LL never be alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight

Boring me this days only got only got school school school si bei sian ah ah thought of doing something really that can make me not that boring anymore yay baby ya. I want go watch some movie do some cycling have some swimmng or even fishing anyone want to pei me:)

Normal day normal life again boring me working again like normal 2pm to 10 pm. When home called pak kit and chat didn't notice that today Sunday wow is like so fast lor sat and Sunday just pass by like that boring/Sian later still got school thinking of the trip down to my school already making me don want go school le.

Today is another boring day didn't when too school over slept have many miss call when I wake up and saw my phone half awake also today kana wake up by jia min he mad de ah so early come without notice me aiyoyo but ok come wake me up hahaha cook prata for him and me for my morning breadfirst and I bathe le we go out too compasspoint I have my mango salad yay baby yay and when too dhoby ghuat and LAN yay. After playing I when too work at 5pm plus work till 10pm today work is very hard core at last fews hours ppl keep coming and buy.

Hey today is another fun day wake up and see miss called from ah gong and call him back meet him at hongang mall and brought myself a new jeans hey hey is like I always wanted for like one month le ba after buying my jeans when too loewe's house there cause ah gong park his lorry there meet jia min, loewe and loewe's ah ma at there too and when too eat steam boat then after eating when too orchard ion too help pk at his work hai but reach there boss say no don come him and help him. Hais later start school le si bei sian thinking of the trip too my school really suck from seng kang too chua chu kang like very morning from Singapore to malaysia sian ah but lucky tml jia min pei me take bus:) thanks jm

Today is another work day nothing special no SMS no call when working but when ending got two SMS one from jm and one from Shan yuan:) if not jiu break record for one day no SMS no call le:) wish that something will happen at ah gong there like maybe BBQ or maybe some party or maybe some chalet something happy. Time check 1:58am and I am still awake haha

Now days just working working working but is fun when I am working I love all that joke and laughter in there plus all the rush hehe love it especially with pk and boss they talk and make me laught haha and pk crap:) tired ttm when end work but ok la here 8 hours bliss 5 hours the tired not as hard core as bliss.

Breaking the habit
linkin park

Memories concern Like opening the wound I\'m picking me apart again You all assume I\'m safer in my room Unless I try to start again I don\'t want to be the one Who battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I\'m the one confused I don\'t know what\'s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don\'t know why I instigate And say what I don\'t mean I don\'t know how I got this way I know it\'s not alright So I\'m breaking the habit I\'m breaking the habit tonight Cultured my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I have no options left again I dont want to be the one

Work today like normal for me 2 to 10pm:)
In life there's up and down when you fall you just have too get up and move on and be better and just try not to do it again. Falling is not lose-ing but is learning to do it better best....

Loving this song now nice song I like:)
Song: Harder then you know
Album: This war is ours
Artist: Escape the fate

You say this could only get better. There's no rush, ' cause we have each other. You say this would last forever, but now I doubt if I was your only lover. Are we just lost in time? I wonder if your love's the same. 'Cause i'm not over you Baby, don't talk to me. I'm trying to let go Not loving you is harder then you know. 'Cause girl your driving me so crazy. How can i miss you if you never would stay? If you need time i guess I'll go away. Inside me now there's only heartache and pain! So where's the fire? You've begun the rain. Are we just lost in time? I wonder if your love's the same 'cause i'm not over you! Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go Not loving you is harder then you know, ('cause girl your driving me so crazy) And if you don't want me then I guess I have to go not loving you is harder then you know. Yeah. So I'll make the call. And i'll leave you today. I'm gonna miss you ' cause I love you baby. Yeah I'll make the call, i'm leaving today. Leaving always drives me crazy! Leaving always drives me crazy! Baby, don talk to me. I'm trying to let go. Not loving you is harder then you know. Yeah. Baby don talk to me I'm trying too let go( I'm trying too let go) not loving youis harder then you know . (cause girl your are driving me so crazy) And if you don't want me then I guess i'll have to go! ( I guess I'll have to go) not loving you is harder then you know ( girl your driving so crazy) baby don't talk to me. I'm trying too let go not loving you is harder, then you know, girl your driving me so crazy .

Today was a busy day super tired going too sleep now. Only Marilyn reply me that she have been seening my blog so I will only update ones a week:) thanks Mar today.

Wondering

Wonder if anyone who will look at my blog when they know my blog never up date for so long. If you are reading this MSG by me SMS me and tell me that you got come see my blog at 83877811. Thanks if SMS less then three people I will close down this blog and stop blogging forever.

Today was late for school aiya as for me late is normal la lol. In school play some basket ball cause the weathered is good la not that hot cause just after raining after playing when too co-op too buy some drinks didn't know buy le turn over jiu cut dao my hand then stop the blood from flowing le when too amk polyclincs didn't know the doctor there don dare too see de lor ask me go ttsh I then don want to go ah stupid man go there so I never go. I feel so tired more after the cut don know is because not enough blood or what like keep want sleep want sleep like that is that how other want faint de feeling like that that de I also don know I never faint before de ma don know how the feeling like lol. K for now me going too sleep le:) goodnight love you muacks to 697353 love it lots haha. Sweet dream:)

Today was a fine day althought wake up late and was late for school but when school still got my attentdent mark la so ok lor.... After school when too gym to keep fit after that when to hg mall to eat kfc some salad la to keep fit also lol...then when back home to rest awhile then jiu need go prepare for work le. Miss her hope she can beside me now.

Today when school as normal and was abit early so have bread first before going class with friend then after bread first meet Jeremy and when to class together when in class only got 12 ppl plus teacher. Was like so bored teacher teach but no one was listening to him after awhile he was also bored of it le then he say " ok rest awhile till tea break time " in school was so boring. Kk say about work now today was so late for work when in at 7.25pm so I think is count 7.30pm ba was late so no break but nvm la break only 7min have also like don have lol at work today I broke a white wine glass shock dao sia and today easy to do closing cause raining and at 11.45 only left 6 table.

Today didn't when school cause I over slept when wake up it was already 2.30pm going 3pm le I know lazy me right. When wake up saw many SMS and call and ah gong still thought that i was dead and even wanted to call the police haha I know he joking de la when he tell me that. Nothing much also today just rest till 6pm then start preparing for 7pm work was the food runner and was very tired but lucky was send back home at 11pm if not really very tired de. Thanks jalex for sending me home early today..... oh ya Marilyn came to bliss to drink today wonder what going on with Marilyn and loewes. Just want to say for now I can't care so much of them le I will just be silent and say nothing after so much things have happen. Ya yee hui also came too have a drink just now with her friend.

Just now is mother day's but i never see my mother at all. Seeing others celebrating mother day's with their mother seriouly I am abit jealous don know where my mum also wonder if she know wherthere today is mothers days anot.

It's Zefyer here yea.

Penguin lim asked me to help him update.
He wants to say
'Everyday is study,work,study,work.
Super sian.'

But Im here for you okay,penguin lim! >:)

Luv you so much.
Mua.

For you <3

the day before was too tired to blog but when to watch a movie with pk and sab and my zy kidnapper=) the shows was nices for all parents=) is a good shows should watchs.

Just now when to woodlands too shop shop for fun till 7 plus as we got nothing to do then when back to hongang then suddenly jim min call us like wanted us too meet them at loewes house...

For now i going too sleep le nights as later got work and meeting of zy and of course more things coming up=)

Was out last night till morning 5am plus was with mar and loewes and Loewe's 3 friends accompany them because they are going to Malaysia for i think 4 days ba for a camp was with them after work eat le then when mar house as she wants to bathe i also change my cloths there as i got bring to work before that then slack at mar house downstair and play porker cards then after awhile polices came and spot check us but lucky only normal de so nothing happen then after that we when to bang kok mrt there to have a drink than is about 3 plus le thwn we decided to walk to hongang ave 8 mac to slack then 4 plus then we start to walk home 5am plus reach home can't sleep so lied on bed till 7 plus then sms zy till little while then fell asleep then i think 12plus zy sms saying 1.35pm end school. At 1.35pm zy end school she went home to changes cloths le then came over my house too pei me haha we sleep till 6.30pm then i remember i got work at 7 pm luckily i bathe le then change cloths then go to work lucky no late ah lucky can get there on time if not break is cancels again.
I miss you too dear but i will keep it in my heart le=)

Dear asked me to help him to update his blog.

Haizxc.
Lazy dear.
(:
You're currently working now and I mizz you so much!! ):

Argh I feel like cuddling you right now like this ;




):

Hehe.

Help dear post since he's tired.
(:

Dear,I hope wht you said at the lake is true...

Dear went to work just now and i guess he's too tired to post as he
fell asleep once he reached home.
Oh well,hope he wont be so tired everytime x.x.

Luv him ttm.




Some pictures we took very long ago. (:

Dear,you cannot leave me oh!
I miss youuuuu ):

I just started this new blog new to me so lets hope to learn more and hope you guy will teach me more too!!!

Hope everythings will go fine for me on bloggy=)

think will meet pk and sab later ba cause ytd called them they never pick up so meeting them early hope we will do something good to=)

Sian later still got work at 7pm... come back from work le ya today yu lin let me off early at 10pm was so happy cause was very tired le=)

After work meet zy have my dinner duck rices and a potato salad just feel like eating also don know why la then eat half jiu don feel like eating le but still bring it back home don know for what also after that when to the play ground near by and have some chat and buy some thingy for eating also and took 119 home reach home was tired and sit on the chair till my eyes are closing then zy sms me then on my com to do this bloggy think going sleep soon ba. for now just like to tired myself so at night can sleep well ba.